Already, But Not Yet
Ash Wednesday ( February 18, 2026) Scripture: Joel 2:12-13, Romans 6:4 Tolstoy’s Three Deaths Today, as we receive these ashes, we are forced to look at a reality we usually spend our whole lives trying to ignore: our mortality. Leo Tolstoy, the great novelist, once wrote a story called Three Deaths . It’s a profound look at how our attitude toward death is actually a reflection of how we choose to live. The first death is that of a noblewoman. She was incredibly wealthy. Her entire life had been a battle against discomfort. If she was hungry, she ate the best food to silence it. If she was cold, she bought warmth. She used her money to control every difficult thing in her world. But then, the shadow of death arrived. She became very ill. True to her nature, she tried to fight death like an enemy she could bribe or bully. She hired the most famous doctors. She insisted on traveling to a famous sanatorium even when she was too weak to move. In her final moments, sitting i...