From Paralysis to Praise (결박에서 찬양으로)
From Paralysis to Praise
- The True Gift Beyond Healing -
(Acts 3:1–10)
Date: October
25, 2026 | Location: Wellfleet United Methodist Church
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Today’s Paralysis: Personal and Communal>
Dear
sisters and brothers in Christ, grace and peace be with you. Let me ask you a
question today: Have you ever felt completely paralyzed? Maybe physically—you
were stuck in bed, recovering from illness or surgery, unable to move around.
Or maybe emotionally—you felt so crushed by grief, stress, or sadness that you
couldn’t see a way forward. Or perhaps spiritually—you felt so tired and helpless
that you couldn't even find the words to pray.
I
know what it feels like to be stuck. In my own life, I’ve had to be on total
bed rest eight times. I’ve had five deliverance prayers and three major
surgeries. After my thyroid cancer surgery, I lost my energy for a whole year.
I could do just one small task, and then I’d have to lie right back down. Day after
day, I had to fight against exhaustion, frustration, and depression.
And
just last week, I felt that emotional paralysis all over again. A dear friend
of ours in Maine—a family with four kids, just like ours—had a terrible house
fire on Monday. Praise God, most of their belongings were saved, but part of
their home was completely burned down. Then, just one day later, my children’s
beloved grandfather was nearing the end of his battle with cancer. Only a few
weeks ago, he was outside chopping firewood. Now, he can barely speak to us.
Our hearts broke. Our kids cried until they had no tears left. We could do nothing in our own strength except drop to our knees and pray.
We
see this paralysis in our lives, and we also see it in our community. Over the
last few weeks, God has been showing me how much our wider church is hurting. When
we look at Generation Z—the young people born between 1995 and 2010—they
make up about 20 percent of the U.S. population. But national studies,
including research from the Barna Group, show that over 50 percent of young
adults who grew up in the church stop attending after high school. More
than a third of Gen Zers now identify as religiously unaffiliated—the
'nones'—and only about 16 percent attend church weekly[1].
They are searching for truth and belonging, but so many have stepped away from
the church
Right
here in our own New England Conference, out of 500 churches, about 40 don't
have a pastor right now. Half of our churches have fewer than 30 people in
worship. Pastors are asking with heavy hearts: "What will our churches
look like in five years? Will we survive?"
And
what about here in Wellfleet? We have about 3,500 year-round residents. In the
winter, across all five churches in town, only about 36~40 % people attend
service. Cape Cod has the oldest average population in all of Massachusetts[2].
Our pews are filled with faithful seniors, but where are the young people?
We
are living in a time of real paralysis. But as I was preparing our Acts Bible
study on the healing at the Temple gate, God filled my heart with new hope.
When we read the Bible with curiosity and open hearts, the stories come alive.
Today, I want to invite you to step into Acts chapter 3 and hear this story
through the eyes of the man who was healed.
<
Testimony of the Lame Man>
"Hello,
everyone. For forty years—from the day I was born—I could not walk. Not even
one step. My parents tried everything when I was little, but nothing worked.
Eventually, everyone gave up. Nobody ever imagined that I would walk, including
myself.
So,
I did the only thing I could do: I begged. Every day, my family and friends
carried me to the Temple entrance. But they never brought me inside. You see,
under the religious rules back then, people with physical disabilities weren't
allowed into the inner courts to worship.[3]
They placed me at the 'Beautiful Gate'—the giant bronze gate leading into the
Temple.[4]The
three o'clock afternoon prayer was the busiest time of day, as people finished
work and came to pray; our day starts in the evening.
I
sat in the dirt, looking down at the ground, holding out my hand for coins.
Some people ignored me; some gave me a little pocket change out of pity. That
afternoon, I held out my hand without even looking up, saying my usual words.
Suddenly, two men stopped right in front of me.
I
thought, 'Great! Maybe I’ll get some money!' But then one of them said, 'Look
at us!' I looked up, expecting coins. But as I looked at them, I recognized
who they were. They were Peter and John, apostles of Jesus! Everyone in
Jerusalem knew about the Christians. We heard how Jesus worked miracles, died,
and rose again. We heard how 3,000 people came to believe at Pentecost and
shared everything they had so that no one was poor or begging (Acts 2:41–47).
I
thought, 'Wonderful! They’re going to share some money with me!' Their eyes
were strong and clear, yet full of love. But then Peter said something that
crushed my hopes: 'Silver or gold I do not have.'I felt so angry and
disappointed! If you don't have money, why make me look at you? I needed money
for food, for taxes, and to pay the people who carried me here! I wanted to
turn my face away. But then Peter kept speaking: 'But what I do have I give
you: In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, walk!' (Acts 3:6).
When
he said the name 'Jesus of Nazareth,' something clicked in my mind. Just a
short walk away, near the Sheep Gate, was the Pool of Bethesda—where a man who
had been paralyzed for 38 years was healed when Jesus told him to pick up his
mat and walk.[5] Everyone
in Jerusalem knew that story! As Peter spoke that name, it felt as if Jesus
Himself was standing right there.
For
forty years, I had been stuck. In the Bible, forty is the number of waiting and
fulfillment—40 days of rain for Noah, 40 years in the desert for Israel, 40
days on the mountain for Moses, 40 days of fasting for Jesus. Suddenly, I knew
in my heart: My 40 years of waiting are over today!
Peter
reached down and took my right hand. Right away, a feeling I’d never felt
before rushed through my legs. Strength and warmth flooded my feet and ankles!
My legs straightened out. I stood up! I took a step! I started jumping and
leaping!
I
was filled with so much joy! But listen to where I went: I didn't run home to
show off, and I didn't go brag to the people who used to make fun of me. I held
onto Peter and John and walked straight into the Temple—praising God in
the very place I was locked out of my whole life!
Jesus
didn't just fix my legs; He gave me Himself. I thought I just needed a little
pocket change, but Jesus knew what I really needed was Him. When the crowd saw
me walking, 5,000 people heard Peter preach and gave their lives to Christ
(Acts 4:4). The greatest gift wasn't just walking—it was meeting Jesus!"
Friends,
have you been living in a long season of paralysis? Have you been feeling
disappointed because God didn't give you the quick fix or the 'silver and gold'
you asked for? Today, Jesus is reaching out His hand to you. He is calling you
to rise above tiredness, fear, and pain. Don't close your heart; give your
heavy burden to Him, receive His love, and lift up your voice in praise!
<
Closing Prayer >
God
of love, and the source of all miracles from Paralysis to Praise, the true gift
beyond healing.
We
remember the prayer of Horace Underwood, who stepped onto the soil of Korea
over 140 years ago when nothing could be seen. All he saw was stubborn
darkness, poverty, and people bound by old customs. They didn't even know why
they were bound, nor did they realize they were in pain. When anyone offered to
take away their pain, they responded with suspicion and anger. Yet, You did not
give up on their spiritual paralysis. You reached out through the hands of
Jesus, took them by the hand, and commanded them to rise and walk! And look
what You have done! That once-dark land of Korea became the second-largest
missionary-sending nation in the world—and today, a pastor born and raised in
Korea stands right here in Wellfleet to serve Your people.
Lord
of love and miracles, we thank You for Samantha. Thank You for holding onto her
and helping her walk again after being hospitalized for two months from her
accident. We applaud her determination—how she never gave up for a single
moment, working tirelessly through breathing exercises and strengthening her
wrists day by day. Most of all, we thank You that no matter her circumstances,
You placed her in that hospital as Your missionary for two months to share Your
love. Thank You that she didn't just look at the miracle of walking again, but
fell deeper in love with Jesus—the greatest Gift of all—and began her journey
of reading through the Bible in a year. Thank You for reminding us that the
greatest miracle is not just receiving the gift, but knowing the Giver of the
gift, as A.W. Tozer said. “God’s gifts are many; His best gift is one. It is the
gift of Himself.”
Lord,
let us meet that same Jesus today! Open our eyes to see where we are
paralyzed—physically, emotionally, or spiritually. Give us soft hearts so we
may recognize our sin, repent, and turn back to You. Make our church a
community that raises up the paralyzed in this land, just like the early
church. As Dwight Esty reminded us in his sermon last week, help us hold onto
even greater expectations, taking the hand of Jesus who comes to us as our
living miracle.
Revive
within us the historic spirit of our church—the faith of our forebears who sent
and supported missionaries to Jamaica and China, and helped establish Boston
University School of Theology! Make our church a beacon of hope to the more
than 60 percent of people in our community who do not yet know You. Teach us to
be true disciples of Jesus who can reach out, take them by the hand, and say:
"Rise and walk!"
May
we see the miracles that lift us from our paralysis, and may we be a church
that shares the greatest Gift of all—Jesus Christ. In the living and powerful
name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.
[1]
Gen Z Faith Demographics: Gen Z makes up ~20% of the U.S. population
(U.S. Census Bureau) and ~30% globally. Research from the Barna Group and Pew
Research shows that 50%+ of Christian youth drop out of church after high
school, with 34%–36% identifying as religiously unaffiliated
("nones").
[2]
Cape Cod Demographic Aging: According to U.S. Census Bureau and Cape Cod
Commission data, Barnstable County (Cape Cod) has the highest median age (over
54 years) among all 14 counties in Massachusetts, leading to an aging core
congregation across Cape Cod churches.
[3]
Temple Exclusions & Purity Laws: Leviticus 21:17–23 prohibited
priests with physical defects from approaching the altar, which historically
extended into popular rabbinic views excluding the disabled from inner temple
precincts (cf. 2 Samuel 5:8).
[4]
Beautiful Gate / Gate Nicanor: Situated between the Court of the
Gentiles and the Court of Women. The 3:00 PM prayer coincided with the
afternoon Tamid sacrifice (Acts 3:1).
[5]
Bethesda Miracle Clarification: John 5:1–9 records the healing of the
man paralyzed for 38 years at Bethesda near the Sheep Gate.
결박에서 찬양으로 (사도행전 3:1–10)
I. 오늘날 우리가 겪는 마비: 개인과 공동체
II. 앉은뱅이의 간증
"안녕하세요, 여러분. 저는 태어나서 40년 동안 단 한 걸음도 걸어본 적이 없었던 사람입니다. 어릴 적 부모님은 저를 걷게 하려고 온갖 노력을 다하셨지만 소용이 없었고, 결국 모두가 포기했습니다. 제 자신을 포함해 그 누구도 제가 걸을 수 있으리라고는 상상조차 하지 못했습니다.그래서 제가 할 수 있는 유일한 일인 구걸을 시작했습니다. 매일 가족과 친구들이 저를 성전 입구까지 데려다주었습니다. 하지만 그들은 결코 저를 성전 안으로 데리고 들어가지는 않았습니다. 왜냐하면 당시 종교적 율법에 따르면 신체적 장애나 흠이 있는 사람들은 성전 안뜰에 들어가 예배할 수 없었기 때문입니다.사람들은 저를 성전으로 들어가는 거대한 놋문인 '미문(Beautiful Gate)'에 앉혀두었습니다. 유대인의 하루는 저녁에 시작하기에, 일을 마치고 기도하러 사람들이 가장 많이 모여드는 오후 3시 기도 시간이 가장 붐비는 때였습니다.저는 땅바닥에 앉아 아래만 바라보며, 동전을 구하며 손을 내밀고 있었습니다. 어떤 사람들은 저를 무시했고, 어떤 이들은 동정심에 약간의 잔돈을 쥐여주었습니다. 그날 오후에도 저는 고개도 들지 않은 채 평소처럼 손을 내밀고 구걸하고 있었습니다. 그런데 갑자기 두 사람이 제 앞에 멈춰 섰습니다.*저는 '아, 돈을 좀 얻을 수 있겠구나!' 하고 생각했습니다. 그런데 그중 한 사람이 '우리를 보라!'고 말하는 것이었습니다. 저는 동전을 기대하며 고개를 들었습니다. 하지만 그들을 바라본 순간, 저는 그들이 누구인지 알아챘습니다. 바로 예수님의 사도들인 베드로와 요한이었습니다! 예루살렘의 모든 이들이 크리스천들에 대해 알고 있었습니다. 예수라는 분이 기적을 행하시고, 죽으셨다가 다시 부활하셨다는 소문, 그리고 오순절에 3,000명이 믿게 되고 모든 물건을 서로 통용하여 그들 중에는 가난하거나 구걸하는 사람이 없다는 이야기(행 2:41–47)를 들었습니다.저는 속으로 '아! 이분들이 내게 돈을 좀 나눠주겠구나!' 하고 기대했습니다. 그들의 눈빛은 단호하고 강인하면서도 사랑과 자비로 가득 차 있었습니다. 그런데 베드로 사도가 제 기대를 완전히 무너뜨리는 말을 했습니다. '은과 금은 내게 없거니와.'저는 순간 너무나 화가 나고 실망스러웠습니다! 돈도 없으면서 왜 굳이 나를 바라보라고 한 것인가? 저는 밀린 세금도 내고, 먹을 것도 사고, 나를 여기까지 데려다준 사람들에게 줄 수 있는 돈이 절실히 필요했습니다. 고개를 돌려버리고 싶었습니다. 하지만 그때 베드로가 말을 이었습니다. '내게 있는 이것을 네게 주노니 나사렛 예수 그리스도의 이름으로 일어나 걸으라!' (행 3:6).'나사렛 예수'라는 그 이름을 듣는 순간, 제 머릿속에 무언가가 스쳐 지나갔습니다. 여기서 불과 얼마 떨어지지 않은 양문 근처에 '베데스다'라는 연못이 있었는데, 그곳에서 38년 동안 병들어 걷지 못하던 사람이 예수님께서 '자리를 들고 걸어가라'고 하셨을 때 깨끗이 나았다는 이야기 말입니다! 예루살렘 전체가 그 이야기로 들썩였었습니다. 베드로가 그 이름을 선포할 때, 마치 예수님이 직접 제 앞에 서 계신 것 같았습니다.40년 동안 저는 마비된 삶에 갇혀 있었습니다. 성경에서 40은 기다림과 성취의 수입니다. 노아의 홍수 때 40일 동안 비가 내렸고, 이스라엘은 광야에서 40년을 보냈으며, 모세는 산에서 40일을, 예수님은 광야에서 40일을 금식하셨습니다. 순간 제 마음에 강한 확신이 들었습니다. '아, 나의 이 40년 광야 생활이 오늘 드디어 끝나는구나!'베드로가 오른손을 내밀어 저를 잡았습니다. 그 순간, 생전 느껴보지 못한 강한 기운이 제 다리를 타고 흘러들어왔습니다! 발과 발목에 힘이 생기고 따뜻한 온기가 감돌기 시작했습니다. 굽어있던 다리가 펴졌습니다. 제가 일어섰습니다! 걸었습니다! 심지어 뛰기 시작했습니다!말할 수 없는 기쁨이 제 영혼에 가득 찼습니다! 하지만 제가 어디로 갔는지 들어보십시오. 저는 가족들에게 자랑하러 집으로 달려가지 않았고, 저를 비웃던 사람들 앞에 가서 자랑하지도 않았습니다. 저는 베드로와 요한의 손을 잡고, 제 평생 동안 갇혀서 들어가 보지 못했던 성전 안으로 바로 걸어 들어갔습니다. 그리고 하나님을 찬양했습니다!예수님은 단지 제 다리만 고쳐주신 것이 아니었습니다. 기적의 근원이 되시는 예수님 자신을 제게 주셨습니다. 저는 그저 약간의 동전이 필요하다고 생각했지만, 예수님은 제게 가장 필요한 것이 '예수님 자신'이라는 것을 알고 계셨습니다. 제가 걷고 찬양하는 모습을 본 5,000명의 영적 앉은뱅이들이 베드로의 설교를 듣고 예수님께로 돌아왔습니다 (행 4:4). 제 삶의 가장 큰 선물은 단지 걷게 된 기적이 아니라, 바로 예수님을 만난 것이었습니다!"
성도 여러분, 여러분도 오랜 세월 동안 마비와도 같은 절망 속에서 살아가고 계시지는 않습니까? 내가 원했던 조속한 해결책이나 '은과 금'을 주지 않으셨다고 하나님께 실망하고 계시지는 않습니까? 오늘 예수님께서 여러분에게 손을 내밀고 계십니다. 피로와 두려움, 그리고 통증을 딛고 일어나라고 여러분을 부르고 계십니다. 마음을 닫지 마십시오. 여러분의 무거운 짐을 그분께 맡기고, 그분의 사랑을 받아들이며, 입술을 열어 찬양을 드리십시오!

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