The Greatest Gifts

                                      

                                                                     (1 Peter 2:1-10) 

                                         

<Life’s Punctuation>

Thank you all for your support over the past three weeks through prayers, offerings, calls, texts, cards, visits, babysitting, and providing meal plans for the Han family while I was away for thyroid surgery in Korea. I am truly a debtor to grace, and I will never forget the love and grace you've shown. The blessings I've received made my cancer seem small, and I can confess that God gave me a small cancer but greater gifts.

During our visit to Korea in August for the initial health checkup, my husband underwent surgery for nasal polyps, and while accompanying him as a guardian, I was persuaded by the doctor to undergo a tissue examination. It was during this examination that I received the diagnosis of thyroid cancer. Initially shocked and bewildered, it felt like a miracle that all the tests could be completed during our stay in Korea. Upon returning to the U.S. and then visiting Korea again on November 21st for surgery, supported by the prayers, love, and sponsorship of many, the surgery was successful, recovery went well, and the cyst in the adrenal gland was difficult to categorize as cancerous, for which I am sincerely thankful.

In the past two weeks in Korea, it felt as if God had given me a punctuation mark in life at the age of just 40. Despite my limited alone time, being hospitalized for a week provided insights, allowed me to realize many things, and gave me time to communicate with God. Many gracious individuals, seniors, and friends, whom I hadn't been in touch with for 15 to 20 years, visited or contacted me during my hospitalization, offering delicious food for physical recovery and providing a time of restoration both relationally and spiritually. Before surgery, God allowed me to have surgery on my broken relationship first. I have experienced great reconciliations. God healed me in body, mind, and spirit. God gave me the greatest gifts for the last few weeks, and I would like to share my testimony with this scripture today.


<The Greatest Gift - Salvation>

The passage we read today is from 1 Peter chapter 2, verses 1-10, which is well-known for Jesus, who became the cornerstone. Peter, a fisherman with a hasty personality and no formal education, was Simon, the son of John. However, God called him to be a disciple, even an apostle, forgave Peter three times for denying Him, poured out the Holy Spirit on him, and even established him to be someone who could write the books of 1 and 2 Peter, becoming a cornerstone of the church. Through the book of 1 Peter today, we hope to receive the greatest gift that God gave to Peter. The first gift given to Peter was "Salvation." In verses 1 to 3 of chapter 2, it says to rid ourselves of worldly malice, deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and slander and to crave pure spiritual milk like newborn babies. Through this, it aims to make us grow into salvation. Having experienced the desperate yearning and crying of newborns as they seek and hunger for milk during five rounds of breastfeeding, I felt how intensely they suckle with a pure, spiritual longing. God tells us to seek Him with such earnestness, leading us to salvation.

 

Do you know about Father Damien, the missionary on the island of Molokai? This missionary, originally from Belgium, became a monk with his brother and, in place of his sick brother, went to Hawaii as a missionary. At that time, as the number of Leper patients increased, people sent them to an island called Molokai. Father Damien devoted himself, both body and soul, to serving over 700 patients at the age of 33. However, they did not open their hearts to Father Damien, so the missionary prayed that they would become lepers, too. Eventually, he became a leper and served them until he went to heaven. He called himself the happiest missionary, and people called him the Father of Molokai.

His life reminds us of Jesus, who came to save us. Looking at Philippians 2:5-8, Jesus, though having the form of God, did not count equality with God as a thing to be grasped but emptied himself, taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. He humbled himself and became obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross. He came to this earth in the form of a sinner greater than Hansen's disease, taking on the appearance of an infant who, depending on others, needed to be diapered and cared for, either for 3-4 years or 1-2 years.

Why? Because, as stated in John 1:12, "But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God." Jesus came to this earth to save us from the slavery of sin, giving us the authority to become children of God. As mentioned in Romans 8:15, "For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry, 'Abba! Father!'" Through Jesus' greatest gift of salvation, we can now call God our Father.

When I was diagnosed with cancer, I realized that God did not start all these processes to kill me but to save me, initiating this process to save me from sin and bring salvation between body and soul. Through this process, I have learned what it means to live a life confessing that Jesus is the Lord, living as a child of God, and living a life where the one who fills all my needs, who is the Master of money, is the God who owns everything. I experienced once again the God of salvation who overcomes the pain of death with the assurance of salvation, precisely filling all the expenses for airplane tickets and surgery. Are you currently in the swamp of despair? Are you earnestly waiting for the touch of salvation? God has prepared for us the greatest gift of "salvation." I pray that you take Jesus' hand, receive the gift of salvation, and become one who shares this gift with others.

 

<The Greatest Gifts-Suffering>

I dare to say that the second gift God gives us today is suffering. In 1 Peter 2:4-5, it says, "As you come to him, a living stone rejected by men but in the sight of God chosen and precious, you like living stones are being built up as a spiritual house, to be a holy priesthood, to offer spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ." God chooses the rejected stone to become a living stone, and those who believe in Jesus become living stones, forming a spiritual house and a holy priesthood offering sacrifices acceptable to God.

God chose me, like a discarded stone, to reveal Jesus, proclaim Him, and call me as a pastor to build a spiritual house. I had a stone that I wanted to eliminate and discard—namely, suffering. However, God chose the suffering I wanted to get rid of and, in turn, rebuilt it as the cornerstone of the building.

In times of Judah's corruption and confusion, wrestling in agony and prayer, Habakkuk, Job, and David, who had to flee for over a decade after being anointed, all cried out in question, asking” why” God allowed such pain. However, God turns their questions into praise of God's existence “Who” and thanksgiving for everything, ultimately changing their questions into praises.

When remodeling, we often see many pictures of before and after. During that process, the photo taken is the miserable construction site just before everything was destroyed. The process of destruction, where everything seems to have lost direction, and everything collapsed, is the spiritual remodeling process, of suffering. (Orientation – disorientation – reorientation) God allows the suffering not for punishment due to sin but for the suffering that leads to consecration. Hebrews 12:10-11 explains the reason: "They disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, so that we may share in his holiness. No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it."

When diagnosed with thyroid cancer, God gave me gifts I had longed for but could never obtain before cancer. Gifts such as a simple life, the ability to focus on essentials, a life contemplating death, and the ability to empathize with the sick. He filled my life with these gifts. He gave a small cancer but a significant gift. Are you currently in tears, questioning why with a heart filled with sorrow, anger, and resentment? If you momentarily turn your eyes to what God is, what God's plan is, and what He is giving you, I believe you will receive the gift packaged as suffering.


<The Greatest Gifts-Family>

The third gift that God gives us is family. In 1 Peter 2:9-10, it says, "But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light. Once you were not a people, but now you are the people of God; once you had not received mercy, but now you have received mercy." God called us out of darkness, making us a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, and His special possession. He made us His family, allowing us to know mercy, grace, and compassion. Moreover, He enables us to declare His praises.

Through the recent surgery process, I experienced the privilege of becoming God's people and family. The members of my home church, Open Door Church, have been praying for me, calling me, and generously helping me since last August. I can never forget the grace of our church family in the United States. Many church members who were not familiar with laying on hands for anointing came out for my departure, laying their hands on me, crying more than I did, hugging me, praying for me, giving heartfelt cards, offering donations, and providing food and care for my husband and five children left alone for three weeks. I owe an immeasurable debt of gratitude for their grace. Many people I barely knew came with gifts and meals, and friends, seniors, and acquaintances visited, filling my body and soul with love. In these moments of fellowship that cannot be explained without God, I have now gained the strength to live again as part of God's family. God allowed the greatest gifts—salvation, suffering, and family.


<The Happiest Person>

Are you happy? Are you receiving the greatest gifts God is giving? The testimony of Sister Damien goes like this: "Indeed, my life was happy with God." I earnestly pray that her testimony of receiving the greatest gift from God becomes our testimony. May we become the happiest people, and with all the saints, may we create happy people.

 

 

  

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